Its amazing how crappy today was. I don't even know what made today crappy. It just was.
It's become more obvious that I will more than likely sit on my ass for the next 5 months. NO JOB PROSPECTS WHATSOEVER. UGH I HATE YOU ECONOMY!
I'm vomit a little in my mouth each time I see a ring on Fb and every day someone else gets engaged. I have this immense fear of being an old maid...and what is SAD is the fact that I'm in a relationship. I'm such a goober when it comes to weddings and babies. I have the wedding/marriage itch right now and it won't go away.
I cannot wait to get the hell out of my house. I don't even know why I'm redoing my room. I want my own stuff, cook what I want to eat, and do what the hell I want to do. BUT NOPE....Can't do that because I have NO MONEY...because I don't have a JOB!!!
I'm the ONLY person in my nursing school group of friends (there are 6 of us) that has not found a job yet.
$200 to take the NCLEX got me REAL far.....Negative $200 out of my pocket and all I have is a RN license number.
I'm SO tempted to deactivate my Facebook account for a little while. It has caused me tooooo much stress these days. AND without a JOB....Facebook is so tempting. Now THAT is sad.
I've gained a shit ton of weight in the past 2 years. I say I'm going to work out. I don't. I map out exercise plans and diets...and I last about a week on them. I hate running. I hate group exercise. I guess I'll just be fat for the rest of my life.
I did something to my wrist. It's been hurting for the past 3 weeks off and on. Arthritis at 22? Craaaap.
My roots are showing.
I have an acne flare up more worse than I have ever seen in my life.
Annnnnnd I'm done for today.
**I promise a happier post tomorrow.....maybe**